So…..I am retarded. I lost my password to my blog here. I have been meaning to post on it, for no better reason then venting helps sometime. Not that I am venting as much as rambling, but that is helpful too sometimes.
SOOO, my sister is Prego again. Not like the spaghetti sauce. But you know knocked up. And not the funny knocked up with the frizzy haired guy. Anyway more to the point she is with child. And she is cranky. This is not her normal, the whole world is out to get her so she has to be mad at it. She is snapping at any and everything too many times a day for me to count. I am not use to seeing my sister in a constant state of pissed off. Yes over the years I have watched her become more and more mad at everything, but this just seems wrong to me. I am happy-go-lucky, and she use to laugh at me and with me about stuff. But I can not honestly pinpoint when the last time I saw her honestly smile was. I shall think of something sooner or later that will probably make it worse, but atleast I will be trying to make her happy. I enjoy making people laugh.
OH, Oh, oh. I start School on Monday. It is nothing spectacular just DeVry, but I am glad I finally am trying to put some part of my fractured life back together. It is nothing like I thought I would be going to school for, and maybe not even something I thought I would wanna do with my life, but sooner or later you just have to grow up and know that maybe you just weren’t that good at writing, or singing, or any of the other things you thought you might have a shot in the world with. And then you have to settle for what is practical…….
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I hear that. I am starting Monday at Carle as a Pharmacy Technician and buddy that isn't what I thought I'd be doing for a living =( but kudos on striking out of the rut, you never know, just doing ANYthing at the moment might be enough to reopen some of those old doors...
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